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Category Archives: journal
In the waiting room.
I’m sitting in the waiting room at the dentist. The appointment is for my youngest kiddo. Just a checkup. No big deal. The dentist has always given me major anxiety. I recall being around the same age as my kiddo, … Continue reading
Hmm…
I blog because I’ve always loved to write. It began as a place to vent my frustrations. When I created this blog I was in the midst of a lot of drama. Surrounded by toxic individuals. So naturally, I needed … Continue reading
Happy Friggin’ Birthday To Me
Another year, just like that. I recall having something of an existential crisis when I turned thirty but at age forty there is only bewilderment. Where the hell did the time go? Perhaps its the pandemonium. Just existing, languid and … Continue reading
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Tagged birthday, dentist, depression, illness, mental health, reflection, teeth
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Getting the kiddos ready for school and stuff and junk
School starts next week. I’ve procrastinated over the entire summer. I had planned at the beginning of summer to have all the things ready for the kids so that we wouldn’t be scrambling at the last week (lol) but that … Continue reading
Reminiscent Sentiments
Its an odd thing, to look back at one’s life and take a long look at the people involved. Looking back and seeing how much you have changed when those you surrounded yourself with seemed to have stayed the same. … Continue reading
A Life Undiagnosed
When I first started this blog, years ago, I was an angry person. Angry is an understatement, honestly. It seemed the whole world was against me. Everyone seemed to constantly try to push every last one of my buttons. I … Continue reading
A New Chapter: Finding Who I Would Have Been…
after a lifetime of constant trauma one doesn’t go back to who they used to be because they were simply surviving their entire lives so they have to find who they would have been…. Continue reading
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Tagged existential, healing, journal, meandering, neurodivergent, thoughts
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Im Vaccinated! Yay!
About a month ago or so, I finally got my text message saying that it was my turn to get the first Pfizer vaccine. Here in Iceland, basically when its our turn they let us know, and there are certain … Continue reading
It’s late and the kids are finally asleep and I’m watching a show I’ve already seen many times…
It’s the second week since I stopped working. I’m already noticing a huge difference in mobility and mental health. A positive difference. I knew that working was taking a lot out of me but I didn’t realize just how burnt … Continue reading
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Tagged Actually Autistic, adult, autism, depression, fibromyalgia, neurodivergent, sensory
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Processing Recent Events…
So the last couple of years has basically been me trying to fit into the neurotypical world while ignoring my neurodivergent differences and, in so doing, inadvertently losing all the progress previously made. It went as follows: Received autism and … Continue reading
Eluding Atrophy 