Hey… it’s been a while. I keep saying that I will be posting more and life just KEEPS getting in the way. I don’t normally have anything to write about because Im always so exhausted by the time I get a chance to sit down. Both kiddos have been keeping me pretty occupied, so when I do get a moment I scroll through my news feed on Facebook and then go to bed. And of course whenever I am busy, working or something, that is when I get the brilliant friggin ideas and I try to make a mental note of it but when the time comes to write… poof… gone.  Either that or the idea just doesnt seem so brilliant anymore.  Im just not feelin’ it.  “Well, just write what you know…”  Yea, right now what I know is dirty diapers, Autism testing and parent teacher conferences… but mostly life revolves around Autism.  The boy has it and now my little three year old is undergoing the circus that is testing.  The loong drawn out process has me at my wits end.  Ive waited and waited, and it’s finally here, but it is just phase one.  Soon it goes to another apt and another..

So… what I know.  Other than what I mentioned above, I got a new phone.  It is a Samsung Galaxy S4 mini. Yea I know, Im so not cool since I dont have the latest version.  I love it though. I can actually get online.. versus my old phones have always been those prepaid straight talk crap phones, no touch screen or anything.  So at least Im moving up in that way. So the S4 is way cheaper.  I guess Im not really “ballin'” but oh well. I am doing well enough to be comfy as circumstances allow at the moment.  I may not be living large but I have a fucking cell phone that works!

What else, well my little miss is finally speaking more.  She seemed to be non verbal for a very long time, and even though she doesnt use complete sentences I can still (for the most part) understand her.  The other times she just kinda says words to be saying them. But hey, it’s progress.

I am doing my best to be healthy, eating more and moving around more.  I have lost some weight but not as much as I’d like to.  I can’t blame that on anything but myself.  I am not consistent in keeping track of what I eat. There are times when I say fuck it and eat a bunch of cookies or something.  Dammit, this girl loves her fucking cookies and cakes and shit.

There I go cussing again.  At first I was gonna try to not cuss a lot, but I wouldnt be true to myself.  I cuss in the real world, a lot, and it bleeds into my online journal.  Id call it writing but it’s more like rambling.

This past week I watched every episode of The Vampire Diaries. Well it took a few weeks actually.  Then I found Tank Girl and had to watch that.  Then I watched Knights of Badassdom several times in a row. Woot.  Party on.  My life is so exciting.

I tried to send my best friend some money for her birthday but my DL was expired so I couldnt, which kinda pissed me off. So now I have to go get another. Yea, such an inconvenience. But Ill get it done this week.  Id ask someone else to do it for me but apparently people have these things called jobs during bank hours.  Weird, right?  Who’da thunk it.

Well now Im all caught up on whats been going on with me lately. Now perhaps, since Ive started writing something I can actually get my brain going on something good to write about. We shall see.