Two years ago, I stopped writing. My health declined in such a manner that it took precedence over everything else. And I mean everything else. Not only did I stop writing, I lost interest in all things from hobbies to my own existence. By that I mean depression took over.
I’m posting this from my phone, a quick update just to get started writing again. I really hope I keep this up.
I’d like to say I have this all planned out. That I will be writing all about my journey over the past two years. However, much of these two years are a bit of a blur. Most of my time was spent lying around wallowing in my own depressed thoughts and watching Supernatural reruns. My social life (what little there was) disappeared. When it came to parenting, I managed the bare minimum. And what little I did work became very difficult to continue. I wish I could say I’ve made great strides til now but to be perfectly honest I’m only recently beginning to give a damn about anything. Having motivation to do things when one has depression…. well, those who know… know. Anyway, point being I’m on here now so that’s something, right?
So after the past two years of doctors and depression and trying to figure out how to get my shit together, I’m finally ready to start doing things. So here I am, doing this blog thing.
I know, I know… I have regressed in writing skills. I’ll work on that. Promise.